
In Search of (A Smaller) Self
Down 40
I'm 5'5"|HW:178|UGW:120|SW:162 (Sept/2010)|CW: 135.5 (May/2012)
GW1: 150 (April 4, 2011)
GW2: 140 (August 26, 2011)
GW3: 130
GW4: 120
Weight Update
So I weighed myself today.
The first time in a while.
Last weigh in: 139.5
Today: 135.5
Loss: 4
Total Loss: 42.5
Eeek! I’m very satisfied with my progress.
I can’t really think of a time when I consciously knew I was 135 pounds…
It might have been when I was 10 or 11.
The weather is beautiful here in Toronto.
Hope you’re all having a lovely lovely Friday afternoon ;)
Embarrassing stories from my past…
Having my own freedom was a big deal to me.
Take for example, the first times when I started going out by myself and getting my own spending money.
This was both the best and worst thing ever.
For a fat kid, spending money = food, clothes, food, food, food…
I used to plan out my weekly binges, exactly what I wanted.
Right before I would order my food, I would take out my cell phone and “fake call” one of my friends and ask them what they wanted to eat…
Yeah, sneaky I know.
It was the only possible thing I could think of doing, as I knew how bad it would look to order 2 meal size combos for myself… especially if the server was cute.
Confession of the day #2: One time I went to the drug store and bought 3 small boxes of chocolate. Out of embarrassment I went and bought a birthday card too so the cashier would think I was buying all the candy for a friend…
It wasn’t anyone’s birthday.
Even though I’m 40 pounds lighter now. I still catch myself doing stupid things like this. A couple of weeks ago I did the “fake phone call” thing at a New York Fries.
My lameless amazes me everytime.
Thank you for reading :)
Dessert!
Non Fat Greek Yogurt, reduced bluberries and sauce made with 1/4 cup of frozen blueberries, 1 packet of splenda, tsp of honey and dash of cinnamon reduced in a pot for 5 minutes and poured over yogurt.
Amazing! :)
150Cal.
Intake
- Roast Beef Sandwich (2 slices whole wheat bread, 1 slice of light cheese, tomatoes, lettuce
- 1 small cookie (BAD)
- Baked potato
- 1 chicken breast burrito (BAD)
- 1 pear
- 1 diet coke
- tilapia
- mixed greens
Physical Activity: 1 hr 10 mins @ the gym (elliptical and treadmill)
Overall : 6/10

















